Holidays. What an unusual word. You know why? Because it has completely lost all meaning to Hurlstone kids. Holidays are just another pathetic excuse for teachers to position exam times so that they could avoid our questions two weeks prior to the exams. They avoid the questions. They planned it all out. They did. And by the time we get the opportunity to ask them something, there's no time. We're in that hall, our hearts are racing and our hands are dripping with sweat and stress. Our shoulders are tense, our eyes analyse the cracks and profanity on those wooden tables that creak at the tiniest movement and our hearts are beating faster and faster.
God I hate the holidays. I want one. But the only true holidays is that at the end of the year. That's the only motivation for me at the moment. I'm here at my desk, bored out of my mind, and for the past 6-7 hours, I've been basically re-writing Science Focus 4. Yeah, bad idea mitchell, but dude, that's the only way I learn. Sigh. Trotter basically sailed through the genetics topic and really did not pressure us at all. And now I'm stuck here, re-learning it all over again. But I guess there's only me to blame. But for god sake TRY HARDER! :(
Will not be blogging much now. My days consists of me with
1) Waking up at 10
2) Making a mug of hot mocha/chocolate
3) Turn on the Kpop
4) Spend the rest of the day in hibernation mode, writing notes.
OR
Spend the day at the library with people.
Please Buddah, I didn't put all this effort in for nothing! Please let me do well. I need to do well.
Labels: exams, holidays, stress, study
