mood: angry, depressed, tired.ach. man im really depressed atm. fucking hell, i only failed that test cos i missed 2 weeks cos of my fucking leg and it HAD to be that week when i came back to be my test. i really hate quadratics. FUCKING HELL I DONT WANNA COME BACK IN 2 MONTHS FOR REVISION CLASSES. IM KNOW IM FAILING. just let me sink and sink and sink. i've lost any will to try anymore. those who said that high school years like yr 9 didnt matter- fuck you. you guys set me up to believe this so i didn't try. LOOK WHERE IT GOT ME! FUCKING AROUND ALL MY SUBJECTS IM FAILING! TRUONG- IM FAILING. HEALTH- IM FAILING. WTF? IM FAILING EVERYTHING THAT MAKES UP MY LIFE. arrrrrrrgh. it's not fair anymore. what did i do?great. im sick of this. kpop is helping me cheer up. Alikstae is rolling out a whole heap of his remixes onto his youtube account. i really wanna dl his shiz but no, the companies are threatening to sue him if he lets ppl like me dl em. argh. stupid unfair world. Slept in today. Watched Oprah while i was eating brunch and she showed this movie i really wanna watch - Precious. It's like abt this obese kid who gets knocked up with her second baby cos her dad raped her and she's struggling in the 9 months cos shes living in her house with her fucking crazy mother who verbally and physically abuses her. the trailer look heaps good and since it's based on the book Push and i wanna read that too. Link to trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rx-3jYJkUWQ Shame i can't go library.
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